- No motivation
- Never actually tried it
- Talk only zero action
- Impossible (Although personally Impossible is not my kind of word but hey, human does have their limit don't we are?)
- Hit the wall of faith
- Fear
- Real life obligation hinder the dream progression (I'm talking about family, money, partners)
Sunday, November 1, 2009
That's what They said
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Blackberry tech round up October 2009
- You can put pictures alongside your display name
- More fancy emoticon
- The ability to create groups and start conference (love this feature)
- Remote backup and internal backup of your BBM contacts (Awesome!)
- More efficient memory management (After install this my free application space went up to 27MB from previously around 12MB top!)
- Barcode scan for groups (which I never been use yet)
This update of the popular Windows Live Messenger from Microsoft really improves the overall experience of the Windows Live in BB. Main differences I experience:
- New layout and easier navigation overall
- Ease of status updates, personal message and display name
- Ease of contact options choosing during chat. For example during my chatting session with one of my mate, I can choose the option of calling him, text him or open his facebook page from my chatting screen
- Faster login, faster navigation, more stable connection overall (Sending and receive chat to the counterpart is faster, no more disconnection every 5 mins)
Again fully recommended for download. Go to your blackberry homepage from your BB Browser NOW!
- Multi chat and the ability to switch to different chat room (seriously handy)
Yahoo Messenger 2.5.27
Recognize the same version number with Windows Live? YES this two instant messaging services almost identically provides the same features and services. YES I also knew that Windows contact and Yahoo contact now can be integrated into one messenger service. But call me old school I still like to have two different instant messaging service applications both on my notebook and my BB too handle different contacts and here we are. As I mentioned the features is almost identical but if you have the older version of mobile Yahoo Messenger then you should try to update yours.
Wednesday, September 9, 2009
Snow Leopard from the eyes of common users
It's been a year since Apple announced their latest installment of the OS X Leopard namely "Snow Leopard" in WWDC (World Wide Developers Converence) and now its finally here the world most advance operating system at least that's what the advertisement said. Nevertheless, we never knew until we tried true? went to the Apple store and bought it day 3 after the initial release date.

Cost me about $AU 69 for the family pack which will allowed me to installed SL for five Macs (must be in the same household they said) It's bloody damn cheap! since the Leopard DVD I bought cost me $AU 129 for single user when I upgrade my OS from Tiger to Leopard. I am very excited yet worried at the same time because every major technological advancement has its own benefits as well as the downfall. Base from previous experience of OS upgrade (Tiger to Leopard) its been horrific. In Australia, September can be considered as hell for Uni student for one specific reason ASSIGNMENT. Yes my main assignment production tool is Office 08 however due to the fact that I use other tools as well for research where 80% of them is Windows base applications I need to use VMWare. In simplified manner VMWare must not fail me after the upgrade to SL.
The Process
Backup is essential, and I did everything necessary to ensure that I do have proper backup in case of upgrade failure. Of me go to Time Machine and backed everything up to my external 1 TB "briefcase". It is still not convincing enough for me to just give it go as some people already had some minor issues during the upgrading process such as blackscreen, external monitor not working where any of these issues has not been dealt by Apple until this time. Anxiety and Curiosity contradict each other here. And I thought "lets do some pilot testing!" fortunately one of my mate who shares the same curiosity level as me offered his MacBook to be my first Pilot test for Snow Leopard upgrade and I said" why not?" unboxing it, boot up the DVD double click it, user license agreement, choosing where to Install it and of we go. It took about 45 minutes for installation process about the same amount of time as an upgrade from Tiger to Leopard.
"Ding!" the system rebooting, input the password, proceed to the main desktop, a little welcoming video and its done! pretty simple I should said. I noticed that at first the system a little bit sluggish due to the fact that spotlight reindexing all of the files over again. After a minute or two, Voila! it worked like a charm and it is faster (especially when you search for file in the spotlight). After convinced enough, now its the time to Installed it in my own system.
System Specification
MacBook Pro 2.2
Processor Intel Core 2 Duo 2.33GHz
RAM 4 GB DDR 2 667 GHz
HDD Hitachi Travelstar 320GB 7200RPM SATA

Process Number Two
It is a 3 years old system but still works perfectly fine without hassle and its pretty damn fast. Lets buff up this baby with the new Snow Leopard. Samey installation process BUT uh'oh somehow the system failed to install after 50 % of the installation progress. Try that again and still never finished the upgrade. Everything still works perfectly fine, my Leopard still intact but there is no sign of upgrade to Leopard. When I checked yes, it is still the same old Leopard. "Time googling around" I said. And yes I did found couple of people who actually has the same issue as me during the upgrade process to SL and its all on MacBook Pro! There are no official response nor solution from Apple but unofficially some solution has been found by the expert.
- Replacing the RAM with another RAM.
- Use an external DVD ROM or replace the Internal DVD ROM.
The Differences
Can anyone tell the differences? Its almost seriously look identical and it is! as Apple said that most of the improvement from the new Snow Leopard is under the hood so the cosmetically face lift interface rarely present. The under the hood improvement will definitely improves speed but mostly will not be graspable by common users. I am not gonna go through all the details from under the hood improvement as my eyes are common user eyes now (according to the title).
One of the key usability improvement is in the expose feature, it is somehow more viewable and pleasant to look. It is definitely helping me to look at my stack of opened applications and works. Same goes for stack who went from annoying into more usable features.


Some precious hard drive spaces also has been freed up from this installation. Leopard took about 10 Giga of hard drive spaces while snow leopard took about 4 Giga! quite a save there!
Final Note
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Indonesia Malaysia conflicts


- Reog Ponorogo ( traditional dance from Java)

- Rasa sayange song ( from Maluku Ambon)
- Batik(textile styling from Java)
- Wayang (traditional puppet from Java)
- Pendet(traditional dance from Bali)
- Its been like a habit to us (bad habit) to act reactively rather than proactively. Point proven in this case. All I'm saying is we had like a thousand or maybe a hundred thousand of unique heritage in Indonesia but we never really preserved what we had then we "overhypely" react over the lost of says one song which we Indonesian doesn't really know who wrote this song(rasa sayange).
- Patriotic, seemingly never ending iterations of this words being spread around and use among Indonesian nowadays. Many claims to be so called the most patriotic person in Indo but what have they done? Nothing! we make a lot of noises, we always do but in practice? ZERO. want some real example? we always said bad things about Indonesian products, we never support it, we talk bad about it (Garuda airline, Bata shoes). We also laugh and said bad things when one of our original Nike jersey is made in Indonesia. Why?! I don't care whether anyone will agree with me on this but I seen fact.
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
Waiting game, Late success or major flop?
For this time around I will focusing on one of the human habit called Waiting.
I met several friends who likes to wait patiently for anything that they would really like or dream of to happen but simply won't because of this waiting game! Example,
"I took IT subject this semester as an elective and apparently its too hard, but I think I will wait until the end of semester and see whether I pass or not"
This kind of attitude irritates me so bad! seriously, if you think its hard and you know its an elective drop the course and find another one! why wait until the end of the semester? what if you failed?
Another kind of wait I thoroughly saw is waiting for the perfect timing thing. I personally agreed timing is everything. Swift action but bad timing apparently never produce good result. This kind of waiting game have been implemented rigorously in business and it works. What upset me though, this kind of waiting game somehow being made as an excuse for some people to stay in their comfort zone before deciding to make a progress in their life. Example,
"I will quit smoking pot after I finished my uni"
Last wait that I seen is the worst. It seriously fuel my rage and bother me that bad. People who likes to do this kind of waiting game got a serious issue. Symptoms such as complaining heavily about what happen in their life, stressed out so bad but they don't clearly explaining what and why they are stressing out, then they clearly did nothing to fix any of those problems are the major indicators for waiting game called fictional wait. Simply don't want to do anything that's what all about.
Does any of those criteria above somehow resemble yourselves?
I fully recommends everyone to stop waiting! make an action, make an impact in your life because after all you won't live forever. Opportunities only come once, you missed it you will regret it. Stagnancy in life is what you really must avoid. Once you wait you will wait forever.
Quick reminder, we always have a choice. By waiting you practically disregard all the option of life you can do. Hope everyone get my point here. -R-
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
Mid August Note: Human
How was it?
Good to greatness?
Lame going worst?
Awesome as usual?
Some of you might yelled at me regarding this type of rhetorical question. Why all of a sudden I jump into that sort of question about life progress in 2009?
because You know, I know, We know; Resolution is what we made years after year of our life. Funny thing about resolution is we tend to forget about it especially in the middle of year like now. We heavily dedicated ourselves to achieve what we want to achieve for this particular year at the very beginning, forgo anything in the middle, then starts to mumbling and stressed out at the end of the year because of unaccomplished or low accomplishment of goals. This is so normal, as normal as humanly as possible. I will categorize this type of human as "Under-Achiever".
Easier to said than done, easier to plan that act hey?
In reality, not every single human do have that kind of behavior I mentioned above. I seen a lot of people who plans heaps of things and actually did tried to finish every single things they planned. Although not everything they planned is actually came to reality, they achieve the most of it. They cherish every single achievement they made and learned why they failed to achieve several other plan. I should say well done to the humble reader who did that. I will call this type human as "Hard-Worker".
People might or might not did what they planned to do. People might be lazy, people might not have enough time, People might have other unplanned activity that must be done or people simply just don't want to do it and another gazillion reasons might fuel the unwillingness to finish plan. No book produce without writer; no effects exist without the causes; One simple reason I can come up with why people tend not to finish what they planned is because of the Unrealistic plan people planned to do at the very beginning. True? Extreme example:
I want to lose 20kg of weight in 3 days!
I want to buy Ferrari by working part time!
I never said its impossible (Impossible is nothing! tee-hee) but seriously guys, that will be HARD AS HELL!. I will categorize this type of human as "Day-Dreamer". Simple note though, if someone actually really really keen to do one of their impossible plan I honor them with the title "Impossibler" for all the human who wants to achieve the impossible ( I made that word up).
Fourth kind of human I notice is the one who actually did nothing and achieve nothing because they plan nothing at the very beginning. This kind of human well in some part I could said Idealistic because they stick to what they are but not in a good way. Seriously people you should avoid this type of human at all cost. They do exist in the planet earth, and beware they will infect you like a zombie eating brain. Can you imagine if every human are actually like this? Epic fail. No will no glory, I will entitle this type of human as "Loser".
One last human category, very rare breed, one in every ten million. Almost the same as loser, but actually achieve a lot in their life. They never planned to achieve something big let alone work hard for it. They just simply destined to be big, and big is the only path they know. Simple example, People who won one billion dollar lottery by finding winning lottery ticket in the thrash bin. This type of human is what I hate the most. I will categorize this type of human as "Lucky - Bastard".
Which one are you? -R-
Tuesday, August 4, 2009
Refreshment from the Tech department
It's been a while since I wrote stuff because of the installation process of a new HDD to my MacBook Pro. Been quite happy with the result so far. With the new Hitachi TravelStar 7k320 320 gb, 7200RPM 16MB cache memory practically I've got almost zero loading time. I fully boot OS X Leopard in less than 5 seconds, fully boot Windows Vista home premium sp1 in 7 seconds or less through my boot camp. With the spaces three times bigger than the original HDD (320GB vs 120GB) finally I had rooms to breath. To utilize that, I allocated 60GB for Windows Vista, the rest for my beloved OS X leopard with VmWare Fusion* installed. Time to experimenting with all the latest operating system currently available right now.
*For those who don't know, VmWare use for running Operating System in the virtualization environment; Virtualization itself means it executes application like it was in the real machine but actually its not.
First victim, Windows 7.
Although its still on the RC version( Release Candidate) this latest iteration of Windows post Bill Gates era already drawn a lot of praise from the IT community normally regarded as "Vista done right". With Vista barely improving through all the latest updates, public opinion regarding Windows Vista already sinking deep down in the negativity point.
I personally thought that Vista was a very good OS really a major improvement from Windows XP. From Direct X 10, new interface, bit locker encryption and mirror backup function to name some of the features. Its good IF you have the computing resources to run it. Indeed I couldn't agree more that Vista is really a resource hungry OS. I reckon minimum of 2GB of ram and core duo processor then Vista can run normally. With normal i meant light use such as using word processor. If you plan to use for HD video encoding or gaming, additional computing resources may needed.
Thus as a regular user of Windows especially XP and Vista I would like too see how well Windows 7 perform compare to the older Windows version. Lets begin!
For the testing purpose I will use MacBook Pro 2.33 GHz Core 2 duo, 4GB 667MHz DDR2 RAM 320GB HDD 7200RPM. The VmWare is set to run only on 1 CPU with 1GB RAM HDD spaces 20 GB. Installation CD will be using PC Authority Windows 7 RC version free CD.
Installation
Straight forward as usual, Insert the CD while VmWare Automatically detects the content of the CD. As Windows 7 is not official yet, Vm detect it as Windows Vista installation CD which still fine just a matter of renaming it. From there the installation process given you the option to choose which version of Windows 7 would you like to install. Of course I'll go for the Ultimate version the most complete version of Windows 7.

Then normal protocol as usual while the file is being copied from the installation cd's to the HDD. Somehow the installation process resemble Windows Vista installation.

It took about 10 minutes to completely copied all the installation files which is quite fast then it proceeds to updates. I somehow likes the updates screen.
Finalizing the installation it welcome me with a quite unique welcome screen then into the home view. Easy breezy and fast!Interface

As you can see the interface somehow Vista look-alike with the addition of taskbar positioned in the bottom of the screen next to the start icon which I'm pretty sure its look and work exactly the same like Dock from OS X. The ultimate version includes several themes to choose from. Great thing about that its not about changing the display, it also changes the sound; the music and some icon. There are some issues with my virtual machine setting though, I somehow couldn't run the aero function let alone test it due to graphic card problem. Will try to fix that later on.
The taskbar also provides a mean of notification by flashing the icon. Gadgets which firstly introduce in Vista has an improvement as well; they can be move anywhere you like across the screen where previously it is just only a static sidebar.
By right clicking the mouse in the icon on the taskbar, it reveals the information recently use for that particular icon. In my example I use windows media player to reveal the playlist I recently played.
New windows update interface now clearly defines what updates are important or just optional. It is also gave clearer explanation about what updates are we going to install.
Performance
I couldn't manage to officially benchmark the performance in comparison to Vista, however through the minimum setting I set on the virtual machine as I stated before; Windows 7 ran extremely well almost without hassle. Although running video while opening several different application at the same time produce a little bit lagging in the process. Overall the performance was good.
Important Features
- XP Mode
- Optional security

Notes
That's about some of the new exciting features of Windows 7 that I found useful. Although there are a couple more or should I say heaps the limitation of hardware and computing resources due to the virtual machine environment and the OS release candidate version it can't be run properly and fully reviewed. For the latest and exciting news about Windows 7 I will update it here. Check out soon! -R-
At the very least, Windows 7 truly shows some promises and excitement compare to the previous iteration of Windows (Vista). The fact that Apple will release its latest iteration of OS X in September code name "Snow Leopard" truly will challenge the very existence of Microsoft OS as the industrial standard. Not only that, the growing usage of open source OS such as Linux base system and the latest Chrome OS from Google really push Microsoft to up their game in order to compete in the tough market. Community disappointed byWindows ME Microsoft answer it Windows XP, now Windows Vista really let us down will Windows 7 be the answer? or new history are on the making as Microsoft crumbles. -R-
Saturday, July 25, 2009
Jakarta and The Motorcyclist
- Lack of disciplines
- God like behavior
- Extreme increase in the motorcycles number on the road with 3.5 million currently active in Jakarta (300 percent growth in 4 years!) while the road only grew by 10 percent.
- According to some data from the Jakarta police official, 88 percent of the accidents in Jakarta which numbers around 3500 accidents involved motorcyclists last year alone (Jakarta Post, 2009).
- Motorcycle sucks, so does all the parents who bought it
- Criminals prefer motorcycle to car to execute criminal acts.
Internet for everyone



Sunday, July 19, 2009
Life and Relationship
Well I found this writing very pleasant to read and made me rethink my strategy in my relationship and life.
Read this well and decide whether you would agree with me or not :)
Things that you should know in love and life .....
Seeing your partner through the lens of love rather than fear automatically elevates the relationship to a higher plane. When you can get quiet and note when you are projecting fear, you can make the adjustment to see through a different filter. So often we feel indignant or incensed, but upon closer inspection we will find that we are really afraid. Once we assume our partner's core goodness rather than focusing on their "guilt," they will be more free to show us their best, which accelerates the process of shifting our perspective from one of blame and anxiety to one of acceptance and peace.
Being willing to forgive yourself and your partner, and to make amends when necessary is an ongoing process of cleanup. We all make mistakes; it's human. But when we hold fast to a grudge it eats away at our sense of peace and serenity. If you aren't willing to forgive, you might ask yourself what habit of ego you're attached to. Do you want to continue life with unresolved issues hanging over you?
When we take a stand and refuse to let go of something, we can always find evidence to justify it. Or we can try to make peace. Instead of blaming or making excuses, we can clean things up and move forward. This is not an excuse for staying in a dysfunctional situation, but an opportunity to see innocence. Once we do that, we gain—or give—freedom to move out of a "stuck" place.
Relaxing when times get tough; assuming that "this too shall pass" allows you to roll with the punches. If you know things will inevitably arise to challenge you, you can be more detached when they do. Problems become worse when we dig in our heels and try to force a solution. By relaxing into whatever struggle arises, we remain flexible and open to inspiration and insight.
Even if you have a hard time letting go, you can at least observe yourself taking things very seriously, which in itself helps to detach you from the experience of anxiety. Whatever is happening now won't be happening a year from now, so just keep breathing through the situation and see if you can take things a little less seriously.
Seeing in the dynamic of the relationship the reflection of what you need to learnhelps bring you back to what is important. Sometimes we get lost in the chatter of day-to-day patterns and lose sight of the soul's mandate to bring us closer to realizing our Oneness. The best way to see where we need to work on things is to observe who we are and what we do within the context of a relationship. Any time you recognize your impulse to create distance rather than intimacy, you can make the adjustment and get back on track.
This relationship, as with all relationships, is part of a curriculum to evolve into our highest potential. We come to know ourselves by how we interact with our partner, and by so doing we come to know Spirit.
When you don't know how to handle a problem, pray and meditate, surrendering the decisions to Spirit
Praying and meditating aligns your limited energy with that which is all-powerful. Of course we don’t have all the answers, but by consigning our limitations to our Higher Power, our burden is lifted. We need to be accountable for our words and actions and be willing to work through where we are stuck. We need to stay present and forgive. Beyond that, our creative power is fueled by Spirit. By praying, we ask for help and guidance; by meditating we clear our minds so that the answer will become apparent. By moving aside, we create an opening for God to work miracles in ways we could never imagine.
Honoring your partner's path and allow them the space to find their own way sends a clear message of respect. People need to work things out in their own manner and in their own time. If you try to help where help is not requested, you are signaling your lack of belief in your partner. If you back off and assume someone is strong and intelligent, strength and intelligence are what they will likely find.
Although we are all on this path of realization and expansion together, each of us is unique in our lessons to be learned; the way you do something might be totally different than how someone else needs to process a situation. Rest assured that Spirit is at work in all of our lives, and give yourself a rest from overseeing your partner's personal business.
Keeping up your personal growth work means you will keep your mind sharp and your awareness keen. Read, study, and attend lectures; don't rest on the laurels of what you think you already know. The moment we think we have it all figured out is the moment things will come crashing down around us. Arrogance leaves no room for intimacy or growth, and is certainly not part of a spiritual curriculum. When you immerse yourself in learning, you will always have new skills and interests to apply to a relationship, and thus the relationship will always feel fresh and relevant.
Following the path of your own creativity keeps you attuned to that which moves and inspires you. As you indulge your creative side, you become less dependent on your partner to feel whole. Creative energy is the force that breaks new ground. To sustain love, we need to continually fuel whatever inspires us on the deepest level. Also, creativity balances out the ego and intellectual side of life; it teaches us to play and have fun. When we engage our passions, we radiate passionate energy and thus maintain the interest of our partner as well as having your own sense of fulfillment.
Staying present keeps us in the moment which is where life is. Life does not exist in future predictions or past grievances; all we have for sure is right here and right now. Every moment teaches us something, and if we are busily trying to change or control something we miss the grace intended for us.
By allowing the sacred mystery to unfold without trying to tamper with it, we can move through anything with much more ease and simplicity. As we cease resisting, any so-called negative situation or emotion will have the space to work out. And by the same token, when we are completely alert and aware in any given moment, we are open to the subtle miracles happening all around us. By staying present, we will see our partner for who they are; we will hear clearly their communication and respond to it astutely.
Being grateful for what you have zeros in on what is working, which in turn magnetizes more of the same. Where you put your focus is where you direct your creative intention; so if you want abundance, be grateful for the vitality you have now. If you want a soulful relationship, be grateful for the soulful moments. Gratitude is like a seed you plant; it grows more as it is watered and nourished. Show your partner what you appreciate in them and let them know that they have a positive effect in your life. The acknowledgement of good will call forth more of the same.
Source: http://nadyaastrid.multiply.com/journal/item/26/love_and_life
Thank you for the very thoughtful writing :)














